I was just, like, 'That's it. That's it. I've got to stop this. I couldn't get it out of my head.

I wanted to get the thoughts out of my mind of being molested myself, and the arrogant way he answered my questions.

It wasn't about planning. I had to stop him and that was that. He was a sick, degenerate pedophile that victimized hundreds of kids.

This isn't about correction officers, it's about the administration of the DOC. My sanity is about to break. They're either going to kill me or I'm going to go nuts, but before that, so help me God, this court will know the whole story.

I had seen myself as the designated individual who had to put a stop to the pedophilia in the church.