"Park Dietz, MD, PhD, MPH" (born 1948), is a forensic psychiatrist who has consulted or testified in many of the highest profile US criminal cases including Jeffrey Dahmer, The Unabomber, the Beltway sniper attacks, and Jared Lee Loughner.

He came to national prominence in 1982 during his five days of testimony as the prosecution’s expert witness in the trial of John Hinckley, Jr., for his attempted assassination of President Reagan on March 30, 1981. Then an assistant professor of psychiatry at Harvard Medical School, Dietz testified that at the time of the shooting, Hinckley knew what he was doing, knew it was wrong, and had the capacity to control his behavior thus was not legally insane.

Dietz is also a criminologist, and in 1987 he created the specialty of workplace violence prevention in founding Threat Assessment Group, Inc. (TAG), which specializes in analyzing and managing threatening behavior and communications, stalking, risks arising from domestic violence, and other abnormal activity in corporations, colleges, and schools. As of 2013, more than 20,000 senior corporate managers have attended TAG training seminars.[http://www.taginc.com/about-tag/ About TAG Inc, the Threat Assessment Group / Threat Assessment Group]

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Because she loves her children. She did not want to kill her children. This was not her decision. She wanted to be able to raise and love and nurture her children, whom she described as precious boys.

For her this is a conflict of what she desired and what God wills, and she struggled over whether to obey God and her desire to keep her children.

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