There were a number of reasons why I was back. Part of it is my love for racing. My preference was to race, but if I couldn't race, I wanted to watch. I also didn't really comprehend the significance of my crash. All I knew was my car was tore up and I couldn't race.

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It's a binary thing, if you will. You either get back on the horse or not. (My wreck) really didn't bother me. The reaction from other people bothered me a lot more.

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