I kinda realized like ok. I got another chance.

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The one time I had a moment of clarity was when my mom told me my soul was dying. I remember just screaming inside, but outside nothing would come out. [In my head I was saying] just help me, help me. But i couldn't say it.

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I thought she was just gonna bring me home to die. That was my thinking. I don't wanna die here. I wanna go home. She shows up with an ambulance and the cops and i freaked out on her because that's not what I wanted. The last thing you want is cops at a drug house.

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