I just want people to know how hard-up people are.

I also want the other people (living outside) to come out and open their mouths before they end up dead. You lose purpose. Without purpose, why bother? You feel worthless.

I fell off the bed three times. I'm not used to being up -- I'm used to being down there. This is not my norm anymore.

We're still in awe -- I feel like I'm in the twilight zone.