[Still, for the writers in this book, hope springs eternal. In her journal-style essay, Gray documents many moments of despair during the 14 years it took to get her movie on the screen.] How low can you go? ... There I was at dinner, asking my brother to find some way to create a job for me in his casket business.

Being a writer is an extremely vulnerable identity.

How low can you go? There I was at dinner, asking my brother to find some way to create a job for me in his casket business.