We were just so grateful. We didn't get mad until nobody cared.

I felt like my whole world was crashing down. I was scared for my children. I was scared for my husband. I didn't know if the baby was HIV positive. I cannot tell you the emotions that went through my head.

I was ashamed. I didn't want anybody to come see us. I didn't want to talk with anybody. I didn't want to tell anybody. It was horrible.