It was a shock. I wasn't expecting anything like this.

I'm just going to take these last couple games off and just take care of some personal business. But I'll be there supporting and cheering for the team. I won't practice or play, but I'll be around, working out.

Iowa State was a good choice for me. I'm going to wait it out. I hope I know the guy. I've just got to hope for the best. They have to want me, too.