I just wanted a chance to pick it up. Really, pick up myself for the mistake that I made because I really felt like I let the team down ... and that's a terrible feeling, especially as a senior and a senior leader.

It's just a big exercise in building confidence without being out on the field.

I'd like to think I'm as good as I am right now. I've put in a lot of hard work over the years, and hopefully, it's starting to blossom.