The consulting business is not an 8 am. to 5 p.m. job.

He told me he would disown me if I did. He said he had seen enough people die in airplanes.

After living with this for four years, you don't realize the subconscious impact it has on you all the time. It's always there, not just when you are researching, or fund raising, or fighting it. Every time you pick up a hammer you wonder why you are doing this for your house.