It feels good to be back, man. It's good to see your locker, ... It feels good to be around my family - this is my family, all of these guys.

I kind of fought with it at first but I can?t do anything about it. I was kind of really getting into my groove. I?ll get back. I?ve just got to work that much harder to get back from this. There?s always going to be something, there?s always going to be obstacles testing you.

You've got to get past that (mental aspect) first before you even get back healthy with the physical aspect. Mentally, once you know you're OK and you made it, you have an incident like that and you make it through, the mental part of it is kind of behind you then.

It's tough, ... Listening to what the doctors say, they want you to kind of do everything real strict. It's tough not being able to lift your son, and not being able to do the things that you know you should be able to do. So, it really makes you be patient, and you kind of have to have some self-control.

I kind of fought with it at first, but I can't do anything about it. I was kind of really getting into my groove. I'll get back. I can't worry about that stuff. I'll get back. I just have to work that much harder now to get back from this. It's always going to be something. There are always going to be obstacles testing you.

You've got to get past that first, before you even get back healthy with the physical aspect, ... But mentally, once you know you're OK and you made it, you have an incident like that and you make it through, the mental part of it is kind of behind you then.

Right after it happened I went under, and then I came back probably like 10 minutes later, ... Then I was up until I went into surgery.