Right now, I'm kind of tired. I don't really know what to think. I'm supposed to be happy, but I can't be completely happy about it. That's just what happens. You never know when you're going to lose somebody. I didn't even get to say goodbye to her.

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We decided we can't just not do it because she's not going to be there. We wanted everybody to come together to celebrate my mom and celebrate my wedding.

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