We have been crying all day. And we have been reminiscing about all our times with Joe. He was such a funny person and he was so full of life. He could do the best impressions of characters from MAD TV. He was always making us laugh. I think I am still in shock about the whole thing. And I know Ryan blames himself for the crash. He lost his best friend.

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I feel like crap. I am hurting both physically and emotionally. The only thing that makes me feel better is hoping that Joe is in a better place.

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